Since that date my weight has went up and up and up and up until at one point I was 241 lbs. I started dropping the weight and when I hit 214 lbs I became pregnant with my first child. We were ecstatic only to find out at the 7 week check up that the baby didn't have a heart beat. I was so broken hearted. I had wanted a child for so long. My weight crept up to around 220 and 3 years later I became pregnant again. This time with Garrett. Needless to say I was on pins and needles during the whole pregnancy and really watched everything I was doing. My weight after giving birth to him was 214 lbs. I've hated myself for a long time. Berated myself for being overweight. Berated myself for eating bad and not having self control. I can't tell you how much negative self talk I've given myself. I've always felt hopeless but continued to try everything I could think of to lose the weight. Some things would work for a little while but would become to restrictive and I would fall off the band wagon. Nothing worked.......some nights I would cry myself to sleep from hating how I felt.
Then in May of 2016 little did I know that my life was about to change. I was no longer going to feel hopeless or restricted. I have finally found something that works for me!! I am so happy and gaining back the confidence I lost so long ago. I've been in your shoes, I've walked those miles. No more for me......I'm making the change to make myself a priority so I can be around for my family. This program definitely works and can change your life to. Reach out to me, I'd love to help you gain your life back as well!!
These photos below represent the old me.....the me that had no hope. The me that absolutely hated having her picture taken!! The change is already happening in me.....I no longer dread having my picture taken. Really looking forward to hitting my goal weight of 125!!